And moving on with life.

            At this point me and my fiance have told a lot more people about our date and our moving plans. We change the moving time a lot from the summer to what it is now winter break. I can't began telling you how excited i am to be with this guy. Yesterday was his birthday and we spent the whole day together, without mom and dad knowing of course. We had a cake fight and left the hotel room sheets a mess, than again the we left the room a mess it's self. Afterwards I took him to Lake Mirror and I spent about ten minutes getting the courage to sing to him. When i finally did I was to nervous to sing the song right and I came out sounding so lame. I should have known I wasn't going to be able to do it. Maybe it was that i had him close his eyes and make him wait for a surprise that would have been amazing. I should have just done it in surprise while we walked around the place and enjoyed the view and that would have also caught him by surprise. Now every time I think about it makes me so mad at myself. I just wanted to show him that I was comfortable with him put I showed him the exact opposite of what i intend. I'm glad he did like it over all though, right... I think I'm going to try again. (: